So, thanks to a couple of good friends, I got dragged to a Christian worship concert a couple of weeks ago. I loved it. I've never really been religious -- at some point, I even questioned the existence of God. But now, after many, many returns to AFC (that's the church's name), I feel awesome. God has shown me that He really is out there, taking care of us and watching after us. He has proven to me that He listens to our prayers and that the messages He gives adults and children are the same. I'd love to go into detail about this but I've told the story so many times today, I just don't feel like again. If you ARE interested in the miraculous coincidences though, leave me a message.

After praising and worshiping Him, guiding young children to do the same, helping out and meeting new people.. I just feel great. I no longer feel a void in my life. I no longer feel that I need my friends or a lover to complete me. As long as I have Him, I will always be complete, contented and safe. He will lead me in the correct direction, He will shine his light down on me, He will do everything He can to ensure my happiness, and I know that now.

I feel blessed for having such a great God. He's the King of all kings, the Lord of all lords and yet, He has given us the privilege of calling Him Father so that we may ask whatever we want from Him. He listens to our prayers and answers them -- the thing is, sometimes, we're just not listening, we just keep asking.

"He does not ask for anything but peace and love in return. He is humble and simple. And that's how we should be. I love you, God.

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades. Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all faith."

- From the inside out by Hillsong United.

I love you, God, You're awesome! <3333

.. from the judgmental world out there.

First, I moved from Blogger to Tumblr but then found out that Tumblr forces me to be even more e-social. Not that I have a problem with being social -- I just need to put down my thoughts and feelings where I know it's open for the world to read but not to be judged. I guess that's impossible -- every body judges, including me -- but I'm getting pretty sick of it. So, yes, excuse my cowardliness and let me enjoy my new hide-out.

love,
Niks.